That's one of the worst things about our situation in this world: if there is unfinished business when someone suddenly leaves, there is no guarantee it will ever be resolved.
Since you are stuck in the position of contemplating it on your own, I suggest taking a set amount of dedicated time to considering the reasons the relationship couldn't be, and, once you have done so, put the feelings associated with it to rest as best you can.
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Since you are stuck in the position of contemplating it on your own, I suggest taking a set amount of dedicated time to considering the reasons the relationship couldn't be, and, once you have done so, put the feelings associated with it to rest as best you can.